🌈blog ! :]
🌈this is ! my blog ! :] i will put updates, and random thoughts here !!
🌈also ! here is the not-so-secret-secret sexual thoughts blog ! woah !! don't get too rowdy in there, haha !! i...do not know how to take this seriously. apologies !
19/07/2025 02:51🌈i am going to be "liveblogging" my thoughts on the new smurfs movie as i am watching it !
🌈my first thoughts so far: i did not really care for the musical dance introduction, perhaps because i did not see a reason for it. in things such as the trolls movie franchise, they are a species based around music, and songs are usually serving the story in one way or another. not to mention, it is a very openly musical franchise. in this, they are simply...practicing choreography ? for no stated reason, as of now. i suppose i am simply a bit confused.
🌈papa smurf would not say "that's what i call a banger". i could see him saying it in a sort of "trying to be 'hip with the kids'" sort of way, however, i cannot see him using in naturally. however, i did find it very funny, so it is okay.
🌈i also find it funny that, when describing the traits each smurf has, brainy was simply represented by him taking his glasses off, staring at no name (a new smurf) and going "hmm..." ! it is very silly to me, in a positive way.
🌈i am a bit confused about sound effect smurf. no name states that he has a trait, even though he has "only been here since tuesday", which is rather odd, considering that most smurfs come from storks as babies. where did he come from ? i know it is probably simply an oversight, but it is still very odd. i suppose they have simply changed that aspect of how smurfs work.
03:06
🌈no name is a nice enough character so far, though i wish he was not voiced by james cordon.
🌈i also do enjoy the art style they went for ! it is very fun ! :] possibly an aquired taste, but i believe people have been too harsh regarding it.
🌈that song was very enjoyable ! though, once again, i wish it was not sung by james cordon. perhaps i will make a synthesizer v cover ! :]
03:13
🌈jacksfilms.
🌈clumsy ! woohoo !! clumsy is here ! yippie !! (i think that he is neat :])
🌈clumsy does not appear to be in the main group for this movie ! very sad :[
03:38
🌈perhaps i am the only person who could possibly be thinking this, but this seemed oddly flirtatious. i believe it is hefty, and i am not sure who else. it could potentially be worry, if that is meant to be implied by the facial expression, but it is also a generally stressful situation.
🌈i do not like the scene where they argue with ken. the "shut the smurf up, you smurfing smurfhole" sort of joke becomes old very quickly. that is coming from someone who is entertained very easily !
🌈"and we take no prizoners !" are they going to...kill them ? i know it can simply mean to be ruthless, but it caught me off guard, slighty. though, i am aware that i am looking too far into it.
06:06
🌈i took a break for a bit ! i am back, now ! :]
🌈it seems that mama poot and ken have some previous romantic history. that is interesting !
🌈perhaps it is only me that sees this, but there is some oddly homoromantic tension between joel and razamel. they seem to like each other rather a lot, and bicker like a married couple. i do not know. but, surely, someone else can see it ?
06:49
🌈considering that joel wants a good review on his linkden (is that how it is spelled ?), as it is his first job after college, i am wondering what he studied, that could possibly require him getting a job as an evil henchman ? is that a thing you can study for, in that universe ? i have to admit, i do find that concept funny !
07:16
🌈well, i have finished the film ! i do not think it was that good, simply rather mediocre. however, i did enjoy it !
07/07/2025 02:37🌈hello ! simply a small check-in, for today ! i am still working on this website, though i have not done too much, as of late. i have been going back and fourth inbetween different projects, haha ! regardless, i am feeling alright, at the minute ! i hope you are, as well !
14/06/2025 19:17🌈well, today has been a bit of a mess ! i would like to get some things off of my chest, i think ! a warning for mentions of self harm and eating disorders !
🌈well, i think i am going to put this into a list !
i had an upsetting dream about a topic i would rather not specify ! (there were also other issues with the dream, as it was primarily a nightmare, but they were only the usual nightmare topics !) it appears we are beginning to develop bulimia (we have been anorexic in the past, but it had changed into binge eating around janurary, and now it has developed into binging and purging, apparently. very bad !) i have burnt the ham and cheese toast we are having for dinner ! :[ i am still very upset about the weird route in chapter 4 of deltarune (there was nothing wrong with the writing ! it was very good ! i simply do not think i can personally stomach it anymore ! i feel very sick !) i am struggling while thinking about returning to tumblr, as though i do want to, i am unfortunately still very avoidant ! i am very scared !! of everyone !! i found a very well concealed blade in our pencil case, which i did not know was there ! (we had even taken it through airport security multiple times, without realizing !! how in the world did we do that ?) we are doing well with our self harm recovery, so it was very upsetting to see ! i have a very long list of subliminal requests to do, and it is very overwhelming !
12/06/2025 5:23🌈a little check in ! hello ! :] i have created a quick synthv cover of "bats !" from my little pony ! i would appreciate any support on it ! though, i must say, if you decide to comment, please do not mention me directly ! i am hoping to keep the channel anonymous. i am planning to make more covers ! hopefully, i will also create original songs one day, but i am not very good at that, yet !
04/06/2025 17:45🌈i wanted to come back quickly, to say...tenna my beloved !!! ohhh,,, he is so silly !! i hope he does not turn out evil...please, mr. tenna...stay silly...for me...
🌈also, once i have finished playing for the day, i will be making a deltarune page so i can talk about the new chapters ! it will have a big spoiler warning, so nobody will have to worry ! i have so many thoughts, and it has not even been 10 or so minutes !!!
04/06/2025 17:12🌈it is time to delta the runes !!!!!
30/05/2025 23:41🌈so ! the newest chapters of deltarune release in only 5 days ! wow ! to think we have been waiting so long, and now they are here !!
🌈as a final celebration of the years spent waiting, i am going to write my hopes, theories, and other things related to it in preperation !
🌈the theories i believe !
🌈so ! let's get into the theories i currently believe:
woody theory
🌈the woody theory ! the majority of people have heard of this by now. it is the theory that the chapter 3 secret boss will be heavily inspired/based on sheriff woody from the toy story franchise, mostly his storyline in toy story 2 ! i believe there is a very great amount of evidence towards this, this video that was released only a day ago being a great summary of evidence ! though, they do go "off the rails" slightly as the video goes on ! but, despite how nonsensical it sounds, i have to admit that it is very convincing !
the knight
🌈i am currently stuck in between a few theories for the knight's identity. the main ones i find convincing are the "multiple knights" theory and the "vessel is the knight" theory. i also find the concepts of papyrus, gerson boom, the mayor and dess being the knight very compelling ! i do not have too strict of a theory personally, and i am looking forward to seeing what toby fox has planned !
🌈i think that is it, for now ! i find plenty of other theories interesting, but i do not neccesarily believe they are the answer. they may be ! but, we will have to wait and see !
🌈my hopes !
🌈i will make this as a list !
🌈i hope to see:
spamton mentioned in some way, given he is heavily implied to have been involved with tenna personally. a good amount of hometown interactions ! more direct information about dess direct acknowlagement that kris is nonbinary (so people can stop arguing ! please !!) an electro swing track (i simply feel it would fit chapter 3 !) more lancer ! (he is silly !) a continuation of the weird route ! (i think everybody would like that, though !) undyne and/or napstablook in chapter 3 ! (i hope it is both !) for tenna to be silly ! but also evil ! an evil and silly little man !! (i hope he is small, or at least very "little guy" in spirit !!) clarification on what happened to berdly ? (did he die in the weird route ? considering how our actions change whether or not his arm is hurt, how will that be reflected ? so many questions !!) kris directly going against our choices more often ! nubert i hope woody theory is true !! please !! give us a cowboy secret boss ! please, mr fox !! papyrus !! where is the boy !! more of pizzapants ! i also very vaguely hope there is something related to the "nicepants" ship, other than the lines that were there before, but i know realistically that probably is not going to happen ! pizzapants seems to directly not like nicecream guy (i do not know what his name is, here ? other than "blue ears" ?), but i do think it is implied both in undertale and deltarune that there is a one-sided friendship or romantic feelings from nicecream guy's side ! poor fellow !! 🌈well, that is all for now ! i will add any more if i feel the need to ! :]
30/05/2025 00:58🌈hello ! it is not a good time to be awake, i am aware ! but, i do love the comfort of night ! i have a lot of things on my mind today !
🌈first of all, static by flavor foley ! wow ! what a wonderful song !! i love it very much, it also reminds me of myself in a way ! however, our situations aren't exactly the same, of course ! i also absoloutley adore that version of miku's design ! very shaped, and the little music note pigtails ! how wonderful !!
🌈going on from that, i am thinking of finally attempting to make my own vocal synthesizer songs ! i do love to play around with vocaloid 4 and synthesizer v ! also, last year, we bought a fancy digital keyboard ! the type with weighted keys ! we are familiar with how to play the piano, so it will make creating songs a lot easier !
🌈though, we are not very good at creating instrumentals, so it is something we will need to practice ! i am alright will our lyric writing skills, i think they are okay for what i generally attempt to go for !
🌈i will likely make a semi-anonymous channel for it, if i go ahead with my plans. i would like to create little characters and stories for them, i have many ideas ! but, i am very afraid of putting any of my work of any kind into the public. likely the avpd, i suppose ! though, i am also simply very new to attempting to create music. art, i am confident in my skills in ! but, music ? you cannot look at music, the way you can look at a drawing, you know ? but, i should stop worrying so much ! i will never succeed if i do not try at all !
🌈now, any other thoughts ! i am still collecting little things to decorate this website with, and i am having fun ! i will also continue to update the silver lining boy page as i work on it ! i have already created versions of jimmie and aurwen's designs that i am a fan of, i need to go over them in ibispaint, and then i can put them on !
🌈now, thinking out loud ! i may create a page based around my ideas for songs ! it may help me to stay motivated, if i have a sort of "vision board" ! after i do some thinking, and update other parts of this website first, i will see ! it may prove beneficial !
🌈hm, my only other thought at the minute is that i am homesick, but i do not want to dwell on that. i think i will have fun, now !
🌈i am also hungry, but it is midnight, and i have already eaten many apples and a yogurt. i do not understand why i am hungry if that is the case, but i cannot be bothered to go and get anything regardless. our dog is sleeping on our legs, and i have so many things to work on on this website ! i will get something later !
27/05/2025 18:02🌈an update on the packages ! i ordered an image pillow, and i did not know 70cm was that tall !! good lord !!
🌈also, i have just found out a fun fact on instagram said by edward kay: the original story for why jimmy was sent to hell was "He’s on Earth, and was helping an old lady cross the street when she drops her wallet. Jimmy bends down to pick it up and in the moment he stops, is hit by a bus and killed. St. Peter, at the heavenly gates, checks the “death cam” and from the weird camera angle, it looked to St. Peter like Jimmy got hit while trying to steal the wallet. St. Peter is especially angry because he thinks that Jimmy has been conning him all these years with his “Mr. Nice Guy” act, so sends him straight to hell as an extra-special punishment." (copied directly) ! how interesting !! it was apparently originally going to be in the show's intro. in my alternate universe, lucius simply hates jimmie so much he has him killed, and drags him down to hell (likely making some excuse to the heavens that he was "fraternizing with demons", since he was friends with beezy).
🌈another thing: deltarune chapters 3 and 4 are releasing in around 8 days ! how exciting !! we have been waiting for a while ! well, i actually was not here yet when the original two chapters released ! how fun that i get to be here for this next two !!
27/05/2025 16:15🌈good morning, neighbors ! "morning" meaning "four in the afternoon", though, haha ! my sleep schedule leaves a lot to be desired. i am generally happy with how this website is coming along ! it is more minimalistic, but i think that works well, as it does not hurt my eyes too much, and helps me to keep this website more accessible ! speaking of which, i have not ran it through an accessibility checker. i will need to do that !
🌈i am currently waiting for packages to be delivered ! two of which are related to my fictional other, jimmie/jimmy ! the other one, i believe, is hair dye for our mother ? i may be wrong there, but the delivery timestamp was sent to my email regardless ! it is currently the time frame for it to be delivered, so i suppose all that can be done now is to wait ! of course, i still have plenty to work on here ! so, i am not short of things to do !
27/05/2025 5:00🌈the first ever post ! wow ! i should make this interesting ! this is a lot of pressure !! hm. i am eating an apple !! very fun ! :]